One Moment

It’s funny how just a little time can change things.  How one moment can change your life completely.

I was looking in my phone the other day at a note I have called “Blog about.”  The first topic I have written on it says this:

“I can’t picture myself married. Maybe because

I’ve wanted it for so long and it

just never happened?”

I truly felt that way at the time.  I had been dreaming of being married since my late teens and after years of being single, all the sudden I just didn’t feel like it would ever happen for me.  Like it was an unattainable dream.  I would try to picture myself in my day to day life with a husband.  Someone by my side through thick and thin.  Every time I would try though, it didn’t even seem like a possibility. I couldn’t even dream up a situation where that would feel normal.

Enter C…..

We’ve been talking about marriage. Gasp. 

I can totally picture my life with him.  In fact, I can’t wait for that. I never thought I could love someone this much, but yet I do.  I picture us cooking side by side in the evenings, splitting chores on the weekend, doing lots of traveling and raising a family together.

I wouldn’t want to be with anyone else.  He makes me happier than I have ever been. Both statements I am not sure I have ever uttered about another person.

All it took was a chance meeting to change the path of my life.  God was looking out for me.

Not even a year after I started and named my blog it might no longer be relevant.  Whoops!