It’s funny how just a little time can change things. How one moment can change your life completely.
I was looking in my phone the other day at a note I have called “Blog about.” The first topic I have written on it says this:
“I can’t picture myself married. Maybe because
I’ve wanted it for so long and it
just never happened?”
I truly felt that way at the time. I had been dreaming of being married since my late teens and after years of being single, all the sudden I just didn’t feel like it would ever happen for me. Like it was an unattainable dream. I would try to picture myself in my day to day life with a husband. Someone by my side through thick and thin. Every time I would try though, it didn’t even seem like a possibility. I couldn’t even dream up a situation where that would feel normal.
We’ve been talking about marriage. Gasp.
I can totally picture my life with him. In fact, I can’t wait for that. I never thought I could love someone this much, but yet I do. I picture us cooking side by side in the evenings, splitting chores on the weekend, doing lots of traveling and raising a family together.
I wouldn’t want to be with anyone else. He makes me happier than I have ever been. Both statements I am not sure I have ever uttered about another person.
All it took was a chance meeting to change the path of my life. God was looking out for me.
Not even a year after I started and named my blog it might no longer be relevant. Whoops!